Monday, 17 August 2009

It's always darkest before the dawn

I wish to take issue with this proverb.

I don't mean that I object to, or don't understand, the philosophy of it. The idea that if things seem dark now then it is worth remembering that dark times are also followed by bright dawns is a sound and uplifting one. And the additional implication that the darkest and most frightening time may be precisely the moment when dawn is about to arrive carries additional reassurance. The idea that things can only get better may bring much comfort. There is, we are reminded, a light at the end of the tunnel.

No, my issue with this proverb is that it simply is NOT darkest before the dawn. Or not *just* before the dawn, anyhow, which is what we are clearly intended to interpret this as meaning.

I was up before the dawn today. A very considerable time before dawn, when it was fully dark and the stars were brightly visible but the moon was on business elsewhere, the Eastern sky began to take on a luminous blue that gradually spread across the sky. While it still remained basically dark, this luminous blue very slowly brightened, so slowly that the change was not noticeable except in its long-term effects -- the stars, I realised, were gradually and one by one going out! Of course, they were actually fading, one by one, into the increasingly brighter sky. Then, as the last stars clung to visibility, the Eastern sky started to turn lighter, not so much a deep luminous blue but nearer and nearer to white -- still a hint of blue with touches of yellow and brown and orange mixed in. When this brighter light had spread across just over half of the expanse of the sky, the first rays of dawn appeared as a tiny corner of the sun ventured over the horizon.

It was certainly not darkest before the dawn: instead, the fugitive dark yielded to a striking colour display extending over several hours culminating in the arrival of aurora.

What does this mean philosophically? That if things seem really dark then we should count on only a very gradual improvement? That although the period of gradual improvement may bring its own fanciful and diverting aspects as it happens, dawn itself is still a long way off? That things can only get very slowly better? That there may be a light at the end of the tunnel, but we have to deal with a lot more tunnel first?

I think after all I preferred the original.